Lilith Queen of Demons
I have to preface this series of paranormal events with the fact that I am deadly afraid about writing about this subject again but feel that this happening should be told. About 20 years ago I co-owned an art gallery, while not an artist I had an appreciation for art and literature. I lived in the back of the gallery. During this time, I decided to write a book about Lilith.
While in college I read a book called Lilith’s Cave, which is collection of Jewish Folktales about her. I was fascinated by her and was sympathetic to her story. I thought this could be a great novel, for in researching the subject it was said that on the day of Armageddon it was Lilith and her kind that would be the deciding factor in the war between God and Satan.
For those of you that do not know her story let me summarize. Lilith was the first woman that God created for Adam in the Garden of Eden she came from the same clay, and not from his rib as Eve did. Adam and Lilith were given equal dominion over the Earth.
In the time before the fall, humans could change form to any animal they so desired to be. Often Lilith came in the form of the white owl, and Adam too would shapeshift.
Adam grew bored with having dominion over animals of the earth. He decided that he would make Lilith subservient to him, and even went as far as trying to rape her. During this fight Lilith cried out God’s true name, and when he did not answer her she flew out of the Garden of Eden and ended up in a cave near the Red Sea.
There she met the Fallen Angels and fell in love with Samuel who became known as the King of Demons. From this marriage came those called the Nephilim which were giants and the incubus and succubus, which were precursors to vampires.
Adam was upset and called out to God to bring Lilith back. God sent three angels to Lilith imploring her to come back. When Lilith refused the angels cursed her and said for everyday you’re on this Earth 100 of your children will be taken from you.
God then decided to make Eve out of Adam’s rib, so that she would be subservient to him and that they would bare more children and grow the human population. Lilith called to the three Angels and she said she would take 100 of Adam’s children in return for their curse. The angels responded by telling her that any child that has their angelic names on their cribs were not to be touched. Lilith agreed.
It is also theorized that she may have been the snake in the Garden of Eden, tempting Eve, to show God that his creations were no worthy of his divine gifts of the soul.
For about a year I began researching the topic. I found a wealth of things online from incantation spells to other texts that had been recently translated. I started writing about a mythical battle that had been frozen in time, and that the remaining humans on the earth began to investigate after a nuclear devastation.
It started with a dream I had. In my dream we were in what seemed to be an underground military facility full of bunk beds and people.
I was naked with woman that looked like a good friend from high school. She was thin with small breasts and long black her, and her skin was white and smooth. The one notable difference from my friend was that she had crystal green eyes that shimmered at times.
As we had sex she became wilder pushing herself on top of me, as she came in to kiss me she went for my neck and bit. I slammed her against the wall, as it hurt. She then looked at me as if to say what was wrong. Before she could speak a siren that sounded like those of air raids went off.
All the people in the beds began to run and so did we naked through a maze of tunnels till we were separated from the rest of the group. We found a room and locked ourselves in.
We held each other, and I felt her shiver in my arms as we waited for the sirens to stop. I remember looking up and seeing the ceiling become luminous, and figure began to descend.
A tall man, maybe 10-foot-tall stood in front of us. As he stretched his arms out we could see that he had wings, dirty brown wings, almost like a moth.
In an instant my companion struck out and began to fight him. The image of the fight became a blur as the whole room seem to spin and then I woke up.
When I woke up I saw light flooding into my room from the high windows of my room. I thought it a little strange but chalked it to maybe helicopter lights even though I heard no noise. I walked over to the restroom to urinate, as I turned on the light, the bulb exploded, and the glass flew all over the floor. Then all the lights coming from the window turned off.
I became scared at the moment and went back to bed and put the covers over me. My culturally catholic self-started to say our father and then a lamp on the other side of the room fell over. I felt a presence, like when you feel someone watching you from across the room.
After finishing our father, the room seemed to get lighter and I felt that whatever may have been near me left.
The next day I woke up and went to my computer which was in the art gallery area. I noticed that all research and initial writing I had done for the book were now on the floor including a print out of the Hebrew names of the Angels.
That night it was New Year’s Eve and I went out with a girl that I had been dating for a few weeks. She was one of the artist I had recently shown. We began to make out in my car. Things got hot and heavy really quickly, and then she moved her head and bit me on the right-side of my neck exactly where the girl in the dream did.
I did the exact thing I did before and pushed the girl away from me. I did it with such a veracity she looked stunned at me. I told her I’m sorry but am not into that kind of thing and dropped her at home.
The whole incident frightened me, to the point that I did not want to write the book any more. Part of me thought that maybe all that research and especially the incantations I read so many times may have driven her sprit to me.
I ended up deleting and getting rid of my research all except for the print out of the three angels names in Hebrew. (Senoi, Sansenoi, and Sammangelof). Whatever it was, scared me so much, that I have really haven’t written anything again.
I live in South Texas and know all too well the story of the Lechuza who some say comes in the form of a white owl, which I believe maybe Lilith. I also know of the parallel some same that Aliens sometimes disguise themselves as owls. But I did feel this was something more sinister. Since this experience I have had several other paranormal experiences that I will share here, and I feel that they maybe all connected somehow.
A year later I found out that my friend from high school who I dreamt about passed away from complications from lupus. Several years later I stayed with a group of friends in McAllen, one of which said they saw a white owl descending from the ceiling. He was very scared and from another country, and new nothing of my experience or the Lechuza.
Let me know what you think, can we draw things to us from writing and thinking about them. Do you think it was demonic or alien? Or our aliens maybe demonic?